SEXTET: AN ALMOST POSTMODERN VERSION OF UNESSENTIAL FRAGMENTS

 

1.

Blazon with spittle a cross on your forehead,

ordained Serafina.  Mark it where you feel the pain,

then drink the pestled potion

as I recite an orison:

 

    Let the force of evil flee the circle

    of your agony and may your face

    repose in autumnal  slumber.  

 

Serafina can’t guess I’m my own afflicted island

and that without pain I would sink

along with my frenzy. 

Serafina does not seem to know

it’s all about installation & dislocation.

 

2.

I never needed a motherland.

I chose instead the comity of people:

- those who at night hope to rescue their eyeballs from glasses of wine

- those who hang their prosthetic limbs on the bedstead, alongside rosary beads

- those whose blood supply has been clogged with anorexy.

 

No homeland. But I know of a low-line island

that runs a circus,  

promising itself to deflect a flood of sighs and tears,

promising to avert the numb sores that can start throbbing

relentlessly

at any time.

 

3.

I’m the resident alien who treads

on alternative reality,

daubed with sepia,

colouring the chronic platitudes of the multitude.

 

Excessively sentimental and cloying,

what is the moon searching for?

 

4.

Sometimes she looked like a funerary bird,

with a waxen song sewn into its wings.

But that day

there was no sound to her voice as she spoke:

 

   Your woeful poetry might survive

   to fill my absence.

 

She might have been rehearsing her own equipoise

as a woman.

Perhaps destroyed.  Perhaps not.

  

5.

The old, opaque curtain has descended again

between us.  I can’t decipher your restored profile.

As I walked the wet promenade

I remembered you saying

you prefer anticipation to actuality.

Then you slid into uncertainty.

Something had to give:

a dialectic need to counter

your anesthesia with my foretold demise.

 

The cellular phone throws a signal.

There’s a message from you:

it’s about a technical detail.

 

6.

Sealing our eyes does not help us

forget each other’s buzzing fever

as we coil into the shadows of our innermost selves

within the vaults of a catacomb,

Let’s wait for a gusting wind

to track down the shavings of our bilateral exile. 

 

 

 

Mario Azzopardi